My phone was flooded with smses while I'm having a recording in MediaCrop yesterday. My friends urge me to read Xiaxue's blog because she wrote something about me. Xiaxue classified me as the "Top Seven Most Disgusting Bloggers (In the Singapore blogosphere)".
Sigh... ... ... ...
I am just an old lady... ... why must she do that?
Before I learn how to blog, I live my life day by day...dragging my feet nearer and nearer to the coffin. Some of those who grew up with me, some of my good friends or buddies, were already laying peacefully at cemetery. Some of those who can still survive, were either bed-ridden or suffered from old age illnesses. We are just a bunch of old folks waiting to knock on heavens' door. Can you ever imagine this kind of feelings?
Life is meaningless if I haven't start acting. Thanks to "Just Follow Law", I met a group of kind young souls who taught me how to blog. I finally found something I wanted to do besides acting! I am lucky enough to have a high viewership of my blog and that gives me the strength to continue doing it! I just want to spend my remaining days in a different way. I don't want to sit at home and wait to die. Is it wrong to do so? Am I not suppose to learn new things and live a younger way?
I wonder how her mum feels about her daughter abusing a senior citizen (and a lot of other people). I'm sad because she is not being taught well. It must be her growing up environment. She may have been abused by someone at young age or she is psychologically sick. She loves using words to abuse people to get thrilled. It's just like the serial killers. They kill and enjoy seeing their victims in pain.
I really pity her because it's not her fault. There must be something wrong with our Singapore educational systems. Are we giving our young generation that is too much for them to bare? Do we still teach morality at school?
This is so sad... ... ...